My Feelings, My Love, My Dreams

Tea for two :)

2012-01-24T04:45:00.000-08:00

"If I could invite anybody for 'tea for two' today it would undoubtedly be with my prince" whom i love a lot and who loves me too. It would be great when we will be together. I would blush and he would simply smile. I can imagine his cute face smiling in front of me. He would continuously look into my eyes and I would look here and there due to shyness. My heart would beat at much faster rate than normal. And we will talk very less rather I. He would call me "Princess" and my smile wont stop. I would try to see his love for me in his eyes without noticing him and he would catch me while doing so. Then he would say " I Love You my Princess" and I would reply back with a sweet smile "I Love you too ".

P.S: Thanks to Preeti Shenoy for giving such a beautiful opportunity. I wish all the good luck for your upcoming novel Tea for two(and a piece of cake) :)

Lost Friends

2012-01-22T05:16:00.000-08:00

In the journey of life or journey of virtual world, to be precise, I met so many people in last four years. I was close with very few of them. And except two, none of them are in touch with me now.

I left few, few left me. But I am amazed after noticing that each one of them reads my blog. Thanks to Live Traffic Feed for the information.

I really feel good that even though our friendship doesn't last for ever, i made small space in their heart. Thanks for still remembering me. Sometimes, I do recall the time i shared with them but I am feeling happy to say that i don't miss them.

Just wanna say that "I enjoyed with you and I moved without you :)"

Just a Thought 25

2012-01-21T05:34:00.000-08:00

Be good at your part and rest leave on God.

Never ask questions like "Why me? "
One day you will come to know the reason behind his act.
And that time you would only be able to say few words i.e. "Thank You God" :)

Late Night Creation 19

2012-01-20T00:26:00.000-08:00

He is my life..

But he is missing in my life.

#longdistancerelationship

Sleepless Night

2012-01-16T19:48:00.000-08:00

3 at night,

feeling an urge to write.

This sleepless night..

And the pain in my heart,

Both doesn't create any noise..

But hurts a lot

P.S: I wrote this one night when i was unable to sleep.

Dreamy

2012-01-14T06:43:00.000-08:00

Like every other girl..

I saw a dream..

Dream to have my prince charming..

After waiting for so long..

He came...

My life changed..

Fake smile turned into real one..

Shattered dreams were once again alive..

I was walking with him happily..

I am walking with him happily..

And i'll walk with him happily for the rest of my life ;)

When heart silently cries

2012-01-12T21:56:00.000-08:00

When heart silently cries

Nothing seems all right

Pain remains inside

Face gives fake smile

Tears refuse to roll out

Scars remain for ever

Life with turns and twists

2012-01-11T05:49:00.000-08:00

Pre Script: I got this e-mail/ story of a boy. I felt that i am too small to give any opinion on this so thought to share it with you all. What is your opinion friends?

Life has given and taken lot of precious moments. Sarthak was in school. He was popular for his sports and his friends. He was very emotional to all his friends and always backed tham up.
He had a best friend named Bhumi. She was the most beautiful girl around & whole school was after her. Her father was a commissioner. But she liked Sarthak because of his honesty & innocence. They came very close as best friends and starting depending on each other. Sarthak was allowed at her place and she was too. She came rather more close to sarthak's parents then him. Bhumi would visit Sarthak's place very often and talked with his mom for hours, cook with her & would always tell her why are you not my mom ?
Now Sarthak started loving her best friend. He named her DG ( dream girl ). Bhumi always knew what Sarthak thinks of her as she was the best friend. Sarthak never had to face the world for her but didn't have enough guts to express his feeling for her. She indirectly asked him many times as she also liked.
She took him on the beach walk, she sat for hours alone in train and asked him many many times 'Sarthak why don't you say what you have in your mind'. But Sarthak just ignored all of that. Meanwhile the rest of the friends were unhappy for Sarthak and Bhumi coming close as friend because of jealousy. Fake email accounts were made, fake messenger ids and many other situation trembled the relationship between Sarthak & Bhumi.
Sarthak suspected Bhumi with someone else and Bhumi was shattered & broken by this. When Sarthak came to know he was wrong he could not forgive himself. School life was completed and Bhumi cried for nights and asked God why?
And Sarthak asked himself why ?
Sarthak could not take the ignorance and distance from Bhumi, he left the city and shifted to Bangalore for further studies. He left the city but he never left the memories and good times spent. Sarthak approached many many times to talk to her but she insulted and ignored him.
She always said Sarthak I wished it could have been any other person but not you for doubting me. He use to bribe the security everyday for keeping college computer lab open in spite of knowing that she is not going to reply on messenger. He waited almost everyday from night to morning in just to see that icon of Hiiii back on screen on messenger. After few years Bhumi came to know about the reality. She came to know the boundaries of dirtiness and proper game plan for spoiling.
She realized and came close to Sarthak again. Now he was not interested to stay a day in Banglore anymore. But he was not allowed by his DG(dream girl). And Sarthak and Bhumi were more then friends sweet relationship. Life was beautiful. They did not want anything else from life now. Again something went wrong between than and old friends got their revenge back.
Sarthak went Australia for masters. But he knew he could forget breathing but not her. After masters Sarthak came back to india. He belongs to conservative family & his parents had many family social issues. So Sarthak had the circumstances to marry someone in the same caste for his parents pride.
Sarthak in spite of being in love with Bhumi had to marry someone else for the caste problems.
Now it is 4 years since Sarthak is married but still there is not a day when he would not think of Bhumi. Bhumi is still single. Sarthak does not have a successful married life. His wife has so many questions but Sarthak has no answer.

One day Sarthak saw Bhumi again and got stunned & amazed and was speechless. Bhumi was the same. They both were in their cars at 10.30 night. Sarthak followed her car. Now she knew whose car was behind her. She slowed down her car and they both were driving round and round in the city. Next Sarthak waited the same time then again same thing happened. Now he is married but always loves Bhumi.

Where does the life take him ? If he continues to stay with his wife he would do a world of injustice to her for not loving her for the rest of her life. If Sarthak leaves his wife what would happen to Sarthak's parents ?

Article ship

2012-01-05T06:02:00.000-08:00

I have joined my article ship of C.A. yesterday. It is my first step towards my profession practically. I like working on excel sheets for whole day and i hope to love it at the end of training after 3 years. I wish to put prefix C.A. before my name soon ;)

Prized Possession

2012-01-04T05:28:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I feel that I am writing so much about him and my happiness but another second my mind reminds me the time when i was upset and used to write my feelings here then why not now ?
And another reason is I love to write my feelings, no matter what i am going through. I know it is just a phase of life but I would love to remind it in future. This is my space where i want to collect the memories of my life. It feels really great to read old posts. I love you my blog so much and the people here who remembers me.
My blog is my priceless possession and the only thing, which will remain constant when other things will change with time in future :)

Happy New Year

2012-01-01T12:41:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year to all my sweet blogger friends and my silent readers :)

May 2012 brings lot of happiness in your life. Have a rocking day ;)

Bye Bye 2011

2011-12-30T21:33:00.000-08:00

2011 has left so many memories for me. It is one of the memorable years of my life.
I completed my graduation this year, cleared professional exam, met my prince and lost my grand pa. I became little mature towards my acts this year.
2011 was not good with me in the beginning and at the end but it was sweet in the mid. And I am very thankful to it for this sweetness :)

Bye 2011
Your memories will remain in my heart forever !!

My Fairy Tale

2011-12-29T05:52:00.000-08:00

It has been six months of our commitment today. I feel so lucky to have him in my life. When i say HIM.. I mean HE IS MINE. Yes, I feel it. He makes me feel so. My happiness does not have any bound that time when he shows his love for me. It feels like like like.... i have no words to explain.
It is just like a fairy tale in which I am Princess and He is my Prince and we are really happy together *touch wood*

P.S: I want to share a lot but i am short of words. Feeling so much happiness inside and a constant smile on my face. I will surely come with a nice long post soon. Thank You :)
- for no reason *smiling*

My Dear Grand Pa

2011-12-21T22:43:00.000-08:00

I am one of those luckiest child who have spent her life in the shadow of her grand parents. I call them 'Baba' and 'Amma'.
Baba is no more with me. My grand pa has passed away on 11th December 2011. He was on bed since Feb 2011. I do miss him but feel good for him because he had suffer a lot. It was unbearable to see him in so much pain.
He was a great person. He loved me a lot more than any of his children or grand children. He always used to pat me on my back whenever i scored well and gave me prize money. Deep down i still feel that he is with me and i can meet him anytime but i know it is not true. But he will always be alive in my heart. I love him so much for all the little things n love he gave to me.
I miss you Baba !

Thanks to God

2011-12-05T04:50:00.001-08:00

Before one and half year, i wrote a post Wish to God . That time I was sad and wishing to God to have someone who can understand my feelings and fears . Today, I am thanking God for sending that special one in my life. Thank You so much. I can never thank him enough but each day i feel blessed to have him and wants to Thank God from the bottom of my heart.

She met the boy,

who is prince of her dreams

She met the one,

who loves her immensely

She met the heart,

with whom she could share

She met the one,

who kissed her tears

She met the one,

with whom she feels complete

and the one who ,
is the reason behind her smiles

Now when I look at sky, tears came into my eyes. Not because I am hurt but because I feel so much gratitude towards him for sending someone so special in my life.

Being in Love

2011-11-21T21:02:00.001-08:00

Love is indeed a great feeling. And this time it is not my imagination. I am feeling it. The feeling when someone loves you, more than himself. When he becomes your world. The only thing you can dream about is to be with him in his home after few years. It feels great to have someone who is willing to do anything for you. The one who can make you feel special in his own ways. His every little thing makes you smile and even a small thing hurts you like hell. The one who understands your silence. The one with whom you are ready to spend your rest of the life without any terms and conditions. It feels so lucky to have him when you read or hear any one sided love story. It feels great when you are the reason behind his smile. And it feels very much special when he is the boy of your dreams.. Your Prince Charming. That feeling is so special and nice that you are short of words.
It makes you feel proud when you know that he is not fake like others. You feel confident about your love that he will never let you go. You are no more insecure about future, feels so special when you know that he loves you from all his heart and you mean a world to him. You are so much concern about your acts when you know your small prank may hurt him a lot. It feels great when you become most important in someone's life. When someone loves you so much.

In short,

The feeling of being in Love is amazing ♥♥

Lost in his thoughts

2011-11-02T10:51:00.000-07:00

Blogger Friend : "Your writing has improved"
Me: "Thank You :) "
Blogger Friend : " How many followers do you have ? "
Me : *thought for a while*
190 or something
*still confused*
No, i guess more than 200
*finally gave up*
Don't remember..

This was the chat i had when i signed in on my gmail account after so long. I felt shame for being so ignorant towards my blog. I was so busy ~~doing other things~~ or doing nothing.

Then i looked back and realized that i have not read any of the blogger's post since long or if i have read by any chance, i never did comment. I have not done reply of the comments i received on my own posts. *feeling sorry*
I have not written anything much from past few months. I am feeling very sorry friends for being so ignorant.
The reason is obvious, I am in Love and Love is definitely a great feeling where you loose yourself completely. All the time his thoughts coming in my mind. No control over the things i do. I don't know it is my madness or craziness but this is the phase from which I am going through. In fact the most beautiful phase of my life. Where I am happy all the time, blushing or day dreaming. I forgot everything else, the only thought which is in my mind is "to be with him all the time". It is more than 4 months but I feel the same each day.

*again going my post on the love track*

Well, I will try to mark my presence in blogsville. Thanks for being with me when I had no one with whom i could share my feelings. I am always grateful to you my dear blog :)
I miss my own writing skill.

1 message received
*smile*

Signing Off !!

My Fairy Tale

2011-10-21T01:03:00.000-07:00

I never felt this way before. The feeling which I have when I am with him is so pure and divine that can not be expressed into words. Even though we are miles apart, i never felt the distance between us. Whenever I closed my eyes, I felt his presence around me. My heart beats faster whenever I saw his picture. I feel shy without any reason. I feel secure as I know he will never leave me. The way he express his love , is the most beautiful thing about him.The way he makes me convince that he will stand with me through out my life without any condition, makes me feel proud to have him in my life. The way he makes me feel special, i feel blessed. I love each and every little thing about him. And with each day or with each second, my love for him is increasing. I feel the beauty of true love. All love quotes seems so true to me. Life seems so beautiful. I love him much more because he understands me so well and always thank him for bringing out the best in me. I have again started dreaming with open eyes to be with him for the rest of my life. It is like a fairy tale which once was my dream. I do believe that one day my prince will come to marry her princess and we will live happily ever after :)

Late Night Creation 18

2011-10-14T11:39:00.000-07:00

Love is not about doing show-off. It is about feelings which comes with in..

Love is when..

2011-09-29T22:52:00.000-07:00

Love is when you find yourself lost in his/her thoughts.
Love is when you find yourself smiling without reason.
Love is when you smile while looking at mirror.
Love is when you imagine yourself and him together while watching a romantic scene.
Love is when you decide to spend rest of the life with him.
Love is when you want to be best for him/her.
Love is when you want to look perfect for him/her.
Love is when you feel content with him/her.
Love is when you are ready to sacrifice your happiness for him/her.
Love is when you don't want to do something just because it may hurt him/her.
Love is when you are ready to talk to him/her all the time.
Love is when he/she is your first thought in the morning when you wake up and last when you go to sleep.
Love is when you do not feel lonely because his/her thoughts always accompany you.
Love is when you care for him/her more than anyone.
Love is when he/she becomes your first priority.
Love is when small things hurt you when he/she says it.
Love is when you blush when someone calls out his/her name.
Love is when you feel angry if someone talks anything wrong about him/her.
Love is when you smile whenever his/her name flash on your mobile screen.
Love is when you are ready to adjust with the situations just to be with him/her forever.
Love is when he/she comes into your dream.
Love is when you can feel him/her near by your side even if you are far apart.
Love is when tears rolled out without any reason.
Love is when you can't say anything wrong about his/her.
Love is when you respect his/her feelings.
Love is when you feel complete with him/her.
Love is when he/she is the only reason of your happiness or grief.
Love is when life seems so beautiful just because you have him/her in it.
Love is when you want to add some points in this list ;)

Late Night Creation 17

2011-09-07T06:39:00.000-07:00

It becomes difficult to lead a life happily when you are dependent on someone and you have so many wishes to get fulfilled.

But the positive side is :

Each time when your wish is denied, you become more determined to achieve your aim, to earn more and to be independent very soon :)

Prince of her dreams

2011-09-05T05:06:00.000-07:00

She always did wait for the one who is made just for her. She did not knew when, where, how she will met her. But she knew one thing that she will met him one day for sure :)

One day, just like any other person, she met him. The moment she met him, deep inside she felt that he is the right one. She wrote her feelings on the diary even though she did not know anything about him. She was not sure whether he had the same feelings for her or not. But she was lost in his dreams.

Daily she decide topics on which she would talk to him next day. She stopped talking to her other guy-friends just because she wanted to be true to him. She wake up at night to do a small chat with him. She did wait for him to have a conversation.

She was ready to be in a relationship in her own thoughts even if he is younger than her. It was only HE, in her thoughts.

And the day he told her that he has the same feelings for her. He likes her as much she likes him. She was on cloud nine. That day became the best day of her life because she has found Prince of her dreams :)

Somewhere...Someone is made just for You :)

Just a Thought 24

2011-09-03T23:24:00.000-07:00

A person often fell in love with the song which relates with his/her feelings..

Just like, I fell in love with this one ;)

hona tha pyaar...hua mere yaar... :)

Inspirational Award :)

2011-08-27T02:23:00.000-07:00

Yay !! I received an Inspirational Award from Sie. I don't know whether my writings really inspire someone or not but I am so happy after receiving this award :)

Thanks a ton Sie for giving me this award :) So here are my answers of eight questions :)

1. What makes you laugh, smile or giggle?

A. My friends' smile, my parents' happiness, my lovers' love :)

2. What are your dreams for future?

A. I want to be Charted Accountant :)

3. If you are to go to a cruise, where would it be and why?

A. Anywhere with my friends because with them i am truely me :)

4. How would you spend your vacation time and with whom?

A. I would like to spend it with him :)

5. If given a chance, what life would you choose? Your life now or your past?

A. My life now is beautiful :)

6. Is there something that you wished before when you were young but you didn't get it?

A. No, I always got the best :)

7. Have you been in a situation where you might have given up but still you chose to move on?

A. Yes, that was the worst phase of my life.

8. Is their someone in your life who has been your source of strength and inspiration?

A. My Teachers :)

Late Night Creation 16

2011-08-27T01:55:00.000-07:00

Silence hurts more than harsh word..

He and She: Really happy together

2011-08-23T02:25:00.000-07:00

He: You mean a lot to me. I am unable to express how much I love You..

She: There is no need to express because I can feel the vibrations of your heart :)

Life at my end

2011-08-18T23:50:00.000-07:00

Life seems so beautiful to me now a days. I have best of everything which once was my dream. I am happy and this time my smile is not fake. I am feeling the happiness within my heart. It is only because of HIM.

He gave me so much of happiness and love that now everything seems perfect. I m enjoying my present. I know how great it feels when someone is truely in love.

It is my 200th post in very own space of mine. On this very special post i just wanna penned down my feelings for my love.

When I started blogging, i was sad, hurt. The main reason of blogging was the loneliness. Slowly i started enjoying it. I was not aware but those incidents were making impact on me. Deep inside it was changing me. I lost my innocence. I learnt many lessons in past three years. I was about to lose myself when He came. It was merely a coincidence that we met. He did the magic and i was lost in him. Each words he said made me smile. I feel lucky to be with him. Not even for a single second, i felt regret on my decision. He was so pure n true with his words that I fell in love with him. And with each passing day i am falling in love with him more. He made me realize what really i am. He is the best gift which God has given to me. I am thankful to God.

Now I have my confidence back. I am what I was. I am not alone, He is with me. I am happy. I feel lucky :)

Yippee !!

2011-08-08T01:34:00.000-07:00

I am so happy today :)

Result of CA IPCC exams are declared and I cleared group 1 :)

Yeah i am one step ahead in achieving my aim. I am so happy :)

The best part is I fulfilled the expectations of my teachers, my parents, relatives, and my friends. Yes I am so happy because of that :)

Smile on their faces makes me inner happiness and strength to work harder in future and I will definitely do that :)

Thank You God :)

Thank You so much :)

He and She - Deeply in Love

2011-08-04T06:06:00.000-07:00

She told him about her past. Tears came into her eyes. She was hurt after reminding those memories. She never shared it with any one because some feelings better remain hidden in the corner of heart. But for the first time she shared it with someone- with Him.

And she was about to cry when he held her hand and said " Don't cry Princess, If they had not left you, we would not have met. And I would not have been able to love the best girl of the world. "

Smile passed on her face and deep inside she really thank them for leaving her alone in past :)

Came Back :)

2011-08-02T06:46:00.000-07:00

As you can see that I have changed the template of my blog and edited blog name as well as my profile name :)

Do tell me your reviews.

I am feeling very good to see myself here again. My Life has changed a lot in past two months. I am graduate now and will be post graduate in coming two years :) It is still hard for me to believe that I have grown up.

But I have no regrets because I have enjoyed each and every moment of my life and will try my best to continue the same in future :)

Just like my life, theme of this blog has also been changed. I will be posting my personal views or experiences more than fictional love stories. Hope you will enjoy my company :)

Will visit your places soon :)

Take care :)

You and Only You

2011-08-02T04:58:00.000-07:00

I was waiting for You only in my Life. But now when I have you. I am so afraid of losing you. I know our love is not that weak but I feel hurt when they say "Your Love is new..It is just a beginning".

Inside my heart a question arises " Will it last forever in the same way? "

There are so many if's and but's that make me think again and again.

But when I share it with You, you always assure me that everything will be alright and once again I feel lucky to have you :)

"You know You Love Me, I know You care
You are my Love, You are My Heart
And We will never, ever, ever be apart "

P.S: Love these lyrics :)

Scribble

2011-07-23T05:40:00.000-07:00

Hello Friends, It has been a while since i wrote something here. I miss this place of mine. But now nothing came into my mind to scribble. That emptiness which always inspired me to write has went away. Now I am always lost in his thoughts that i don't realize that time has passed. I don't feel lonely any more.

I feel the love and write all my feelings on my personal blog. I have not stopped writing but can't write everything here.

I feel content and happy. And luckiest girl because he is mine. He has changed my perception and the aura around me :)

Lucky to have him

Miss You all :)

29th June

2011-07-09T23:53:00.000-07:00

Weather was awesome that day. It was raining.

I was lying on my bed covering myself with bed sheet so that no one can interrupt me because I was doing message chat with him.

He said " Riyaaaaaaa"

My name sound so special to me.

I blushed and replied back " Yaaaaaaa"

He: " I like you "

I: " I love you "

He: " I love you a lot "

I was smiling, still trying to believe that it was all actually happening when another message came.

He: " Kya mai u ko apni gf bol sakta hun ? "

I : "Yup!! :-)"

That was awesome moment of my life. He is awesome. I am so happy to be in love with him. Now he is all over my mind. I can't think of any other thing.

P.S: I thought 100 times to write something else but nothing came in my mind so ended up with this post. Sorry Guys :-P

Late Night Creation 15

2011-07-03T22:22:00.000-07:00

Love makes the difference in one's Life :)

I am in Love :)

2011-06-30T02:22:00.000-07:00

*shy*

*smiling*

*thinking how to tell*

Hmmmmm I am in Love :)

Yup!! Yup!! Finally I met him :)

I am so happy :)

Blushing from last night :)

Butterflies are tickling in the pit of my stomach :)

I can't believe I am committed :)

Yeah You all were true :)

He is tooo good, beyond my expectations :)

I am in love with him deeply :)

He is honest, pure by heart, understanding :)

And everything which I wished for in my boy :)

Oooo I still can't believe that i have met him finally.

My Happiness has no bound :)

Thank you so much God, thanks to you all for praying for me :)

My Love story has began :)

Hoping for the best in future :)

*touch wood*

*still smiling*

Late Night Creation 14

2011-06-23T01:15:00.000-07:00

When there is

no understanding,

no bond,

that relationship

can't be last for so long

Sweet Surprise

2011-06-19T22:20:00.000-07:00

Nitya and Nitish were madly in love with each other. Last year Nitya went another city for her further studies. While Nitish was pursuing his studies from his home town.

But distance doesn't made any difference in their relationship. It was their trust and love which made them different from other couples. They were purely and proudly committed with each other.

Nitish is the only son of his parents. From past few days he was all alone in his home as his Parents went out of station to attend a marriage function.

He woke up at 12.30 P.M. and after doing his daily works, he sat on the sofa. Today six months has been completed since they have met with each other. He was missing Nitya badly for last night.

Nitya was busy in her college project as she told him. Once he thought to call her up but next moment, he thought she must be busy.

His cell beeps..

Sweet Heart calling..

It was Nitya. He picked the call with smile on his face.

Nitya: " Hiee...wts up!!

Nitish: " Nothing yaar...getting bore"

Nitya: "Getting bore or missing me ? Hmmmm "

Nitish: "Exactly" *smiled*

Nitya: " So should I join you? "

Nitish: " Ohh I wish if u could...You know today six months has been completed yaar and we have not met with each other..I seriously want to meet you at this very moment."

Nitya: " Common !! I can do anything for you. You know that..ek baar bol ke to dekho.."

Nitish: " ahem ahem.."

Nitya: " uhu uhu"

Nitish: " Come here dear..I am missing you badly "

Nitya: " Your wish is my command Sir "

Nitish: " Hmmm I am not able to see you here "

Nitya: " For that you have to open the door na "

Door bell rang..

Nitish: *Shocked* " bas kar yaar.. mujhe to bell bhi sunayi dene lagi hai.."

Nitya: "maine bola tha na ek baar bol ke to dekho..now open the door"

Nitish: "But tumhe to project complete...

Nitya: "uff ye questions.."

and she cut the call.

Nitish thought it is just a prank He opened the door to see who is at his door.

And there he saw Nitya standing with chocolate in her hands. She was smiling as well as blushing. Nitish was not able to believe on his eyes.

He bent into his knees, tear tickle in his eyes. There was no bound of his happiness. Nitya hugged him. He hugged her back tightly.

Nitish: " I feel so lucky to have you "

Nitya: " aww I feel the same sweet heart"

And they spent whole day together.

He and She

2011-06-16T03:14:00.000-07:00

He: I am Sorry for all the mistakes I did .

She: Silent

He: Please forgive me and Be Mine Forever..

She: Silent

After few minutes..

She: Give me my tears back which my eyes rolled out for you. Heal the wounds which my heart have because of you. Give me my innocence back which I have lost..

If you can do..I can forgive you.

He: Silent

She: Walked out ..

Love Story: My Dream

2011-06-14T07:30:00.000-07:00

I love to read Love Stories,

I love to write Love Stories,

I love that feeling of being special for someone,

I would love to fall in Love,

I would love to be special for someone,

Writing a Love Story Novel, is one of my dreams,

I am here, waiting for my love to come into my Life

Will he come?

When he will be?

How we will meet?

Will I be able to recognize him ?

So many questions..

But only time can answer them all

I have to wait

I have to dream

till then...

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Late Night Creation 13

2011-06-12T00:15:00.000-07:00

The feeling of being with someone who can make you feel special is awesome ♥♥

Bitter Realities

2011-06-10T23:41:00.000-07:00

Life was so beautiful for me when i was a school girl. My school was so near from my home. I only had few not good friends and loving family.

But as i stepped out, the first lesson i learnt was " People are not the way they seems. They can betray you anywhere anytime. Don't trust anyone blindly. Don't attach with anyone so much."

It was not easy for me to accept it but I had to. I had no other choice.

One year has been completed but I still have a hope in my heart that someday someone will give explanation to me and say " It was not like that Riya..."

Pheww no one can heal some wounds. My Friends thinks that I am so strong but only I know what I went through.

The only thing which keep me going was my thoughts. I never shared my feelings with anyone not even with my blog. I never shared bitter realities of my life. I always tried to lock them in the corner of my mind because I believe " Whatever happens is always happens for something good".

I always imagined a story with happy ending. But today at this very moment these thoughts seems so fake to me. Once again bad memories are haunting me badly.

Jaane na kahan vo duniya hai...

jaane na vo hai bhi ya nahi...

jahan meri zindagi mujhse itni khafa nahi...

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P.S: I wrote this post few days back.

Waiting for You

2011-06-09T23:02:00.000-07:00

Come soon,

Hold my hand,

Hug me tightly,

Take me away with you,

I am waiting for You..

Cute Romance

2011-06-07T07:21:00.000-07:00

Continued from here

He: *hugs you*

She: *blushing*

He: Now imagine we are sitting in front of bone fire.

She: Wow just like movies

He: Ya, I am looking into your eyes.

She: I can see your love for me into your eyes.

He: You are looking so damn beautiful in moon light.

She: aww *shy*

He: Your eyes are sparkling.

She: Just because of you my love.

I love you so much.

He: I m coming closer to you.

She: Hmmm

He: *kissing you passionately*

She:*enjoying the moment*

Insecurity

2011-06-04T21:10:00.000-07:00

Naman and Ayesha were in long distance relationship.Their relationship begins before one month.

Ayesha was so confused about their relation as they have never met with each other. She did trust Naman but still had so many doubts. She always feels insecure. She usually raise many questions to Naman which most of the times turned into arguments and fighting. Then they did not talk to each other for weeks but some how their conversation starts again.

With every fight, she was coming closer to him while he was going far from her.

After a year, the gap between them became so wide that none of them could cover the distance. And their ways drifted apart..

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Hurt

2011-06-02T21:28:00.000-07:00

It hurts when the one whom you love

doesn't love you back,

when the one one whom you cares,

doesn't think about you,

when the one whom you treat as your best buddies,

treats you as a stranger,

when your closed ones doesn't understand you,

when they fight with you for another person,

It hurts, It hurts a lot..

Just a thought 23

2011-05-31T03:14:00.000-07:00

Dream big but always take small steps to fulfill your dreams !!

No Love No Tension

2011-05-30T05:19:00.000-07:00

Hiee Friends, I am here to share something and to ask as well.

Many of my blogger friends asked me that whether I am in Love or not because of the love posts I published. So I want to tell you all that I am not in Love. But I was in one sided Love and that time I always wrote sad posts... remember? Thank God!! I am over from that crush and my new posts are my own imaginations, just like fairy tales.

I have not experienced the feel of Love. I do miss that someone special in my life sometimes. But I have seen my closed ones who are suffering because of their relationships which make me belief " Being Single is the best thing ;) "

Today I met one of my close friend. He is so caring guy. We are friends from last five years but I never saw him like I saw him today. He was so sad because of his girl. Their relationship is not working and he can't even quit although he want to but he said to me " Riya, I can't ".

I felt so bad for him because I was not even able to console him. I had no words. And it was not only HE, I have seen many friends in the same state.

Literally from that time my mind is having so many questions like

" Is love just an illusion ? "
" Why do people change? "
" Why in every relationships, one cares so much and other does not? "
" Why do Love hurts? "

blah blah blah... I don't have answers of any questions. You people must have experienced this Love thing so please tell me your opinion...

" Does true love really exists in this world or it is only in the fairy tales? "

Flirt

2011-05-28T03:40:00.000-07:00

Smriti and Ayaan were good friends. They started flirting with each other. It was a good time pass for both. They were enjoying each other's company.

One fine day, Smriti was in a naughty mood. She sent message to Ayaan to check his reaction " I do not want to talk to you, Don't send me message now, take care"

She was expecting a reply like " Why?" " What happened ? "

But she did not receive any reply from Ayaan. She was not surprised as she knew his nature. But was definitely expecting one reply at least as they were friends from last one year.

She was hurt a little bit but was not sad at all. She was happy inside for all that happened.

But she was afraid of the loneliness.

Once again she experienced something new about Life " Don't find a shoulder on whom you can be emotionally dependent. In this world, No one is yours except YOU, YOURSELF "

Once again she tried to be friend with it. She went her favorite place with balloons and prayed to God for giving her strength so that she can create wall around herself and be happy within it .

Thursday Tale#61

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Cute Romance

2011-05-27T02:14:00.000-07:00

He: I Love You :)
She: I Love You too :)
He: Can i hug you?
She: ya
He: >:d<
She: I am feeling complete with you
*hugging you back*
He: Can I kiss You ?
She: Ya *shy*
He: :-* :-*
She: I Love You :-*
He: How much ?
She: Don't know..You say how much do you love me?"
He: Infinite sweet heart :)
She: Hmmmm I love you as much as the distance between earth and sky.
He: awww you are so sweet :)
She: You are the best :)
He: You made me best :)
She: Your love made me sweet :P
He: Would you like to come with me?
She: Where?
He: Rishikesh :)
She: How?
He: Just Imagine we are at Rishikesh. It is a very nice place where people do campaign.
Suppose It is the time of sun set. We are sitting together hand in hand. No one else is there. Cool breeze is blowing.

She: aww I am feeling cold :P

To be continued ...

First Valentine Day

2011-05-26T00:27:00.000-07:00

Sandy and Anika were in class 11th. Anika was the most beautiful girl of school while Sandy was handsome and most decent boy.
They were in Love with each other. They were enjoying the most beautiful phase of their life.

14th Feb was near. Sandy's friends were busy in planning for their gals.
But Sandy was not having any such plans. He surely wants to make her feel very special but in a different way. He bought a heart shape chocolate for Anika.

On 13th Feb, at 11.30 P.M.

Sandy and Anika were doing message chat. All of sudden, an idea popped in his mind.

He sent a message to Anika " Come on your balcony at 12".
Anika was confused. She replied " Why ???? "

Sandy silently came out of his room and opened the main door. He was on the street. Anika's home was half kilometer away from his place. It was a dark night. Dogs were barking and no one else was on the road.

Firstly he was scared but he prayed to God and finally reached Anika's house. It was 12 A.M, 14th Feb : VALENTINE's DAY :)

Anika was on her balcony. She was looking damn beautiful in her pink night dress. Sandy stood still for few seconds. Anika was blushing and smiling, that was making her much more beautiful. Sandy was continuously looking at her.

She sent message to him " Hello Mister..what are you upto ? ;) "

Sandy smiled and threw chocolate but that did not reach her balcony. Anika felt nervous as her mom could come any time. She said not to throw it again.
But Sandy tried once again and Anika cached this time.

That moment was awesome for both. They Smiled :)
Anika waived Bye and blowed a kiss to Sandy. He kissed her back and left for his place.

Anika was so so happy. She was feeling really very special.
Sandy was also very happy because he made her gal feel special :)

My Blog

2011-05-24T22:09:00.000-07:00

My Blog is two years old now. I love each post and the time which i spent here :)
It is all worth to share feelings and thoughts here. More than that it is good to read post of others :)
I feel lucky to be a part of Blogger Family :)

P.S: Next post will be a Love Story :)

Keep Blogging
Keep Rocking ;)

Flashback

2011-05-22T03:36:00.000-07:00

Three years of college life has passed. I am done with my graduation exams and will be graduate in few months.

Sigh!! Time flew so fast.

My college life was far better than my school life. It was exactly as I wanted...full of enjoyment and excitement ;)
But it doesn't mean that I never cried. I faced many bad phases too but it was all worth because that is what made me lil bit mature. I guess college life is made to face the realities of Life and accept them so that we can perform better in future :)

For me, My Friends are Best. I can't imagine my life without them. And in these three years I met so many awesome people in real as well as in virtual world and made few best friends for life time :)

Some of them left me, I left few but over all it was a mind blowing journey.

So it all begins after my 12th exams when i joined virtual world. I would like to recollect the memories of my college life and would like to pen down the name of friends who mean so much to me even today :)
So that even if i forget them in future due to bad memory, I can recall all the memories whenever i read this post :)

Bhawna: We were school friends but our bonding grew as we took admission in the same college. She is awesome. I learnt so many things from her and spent most beautiful moments with her. She is in top in my friend list and she will be always :)

Jaya: Same goes with her. We were school friends as well as college friends. Our friendship rocks ;)

Vibhor: He was my first good friend on rediff when i entered in virtual world. We shared nice bonding and even today he is in my FB friend list :)

Rachit: He was my sweet friend and the one who always made me smile. I miss him :)

Prateek : He was my best friend and the one whom I loved. We are still connected to each other :)

Pari : She is a sweet heart, the one with whom i shared my deepest feelings :)

Priety: She is a gem, the one who taught me how to enjoy life and how to chill in adverse situations. We still share an awesome bonding :)

Dinu: He is really a nice person . He is the only one who broke the wall which i created around myself and taught me to be happy. I enjoy his company a lot :)

Vinay: He is my teacher in blogsvillie :)

Adreamygal: She is soo sweet :)

Ankur: He is a good boy. Good boy in real sense :)

And there are so many other persons who touched my life in some way or other. I want to thank all of them :)
Whatever I am today, is just because of these people otherwise i would have broken down.

I will miss my college life so much. One more chapter of my life has came to an end on a sweet note :)

Best Birthday :)

2011-05-20T22:04:00.000-07:00

The Birth Day started with phone calls and messages at 12 A.M. It was so nice to receive the calls and saying "THANKS" with a wide smile. I was smiling more with each call i received. Some unexpected calls and messages made my day :)

I was not having any special plan for birthday except giving treat to my coaching friends who were also taking exam. I was missing my best friends as i could not meet them on this day.

But they made my day so special. They came my place with a surprise.

I was busy in getting ready at 12.30 as my exam was from 2 P.M.
My best friends "BHAWNA" and "JAYA" came and were shouting "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU".
I was like "AWW". Seriously I was speechless. "JAYA" had a birthday cake in her hand.
I was soo happy. First time someone gave me surprise lol toh happy hona to banta hai na boss :D
Then I cut the cake and captured pictures. I was feeling really very nice.
In the evening, gave treat to my loving coaching friends and received gifts :P I enjoyed a lot with them...cracked jokes..pulled leg and our endless blah blah :P

One of my best college friend "PRIETY" joined me in the restaurant. She is my very close friend. And usually I do not need anyone else when I am with her :D
So coming back home I again did masti with her.. :P
Enjoyed awesome food in the home and took blessings from family members :)
also some cash ;)
Then opened Facebook and blogger. And once again so many wishes made me feel special :)
One of my close friend "DINU" made a thread in orkut community for wishing me birthday and that was the best gift i received om my birthday :)

When i was about to take a sleep at around 11.15 P.M. I received a call from my very good friend "ANKUR" and he sang a birthday song for me with music. He was playing guitar and was singing birthday song for me. That made me feel more special and this time I was on cloud nine literally :D

All these small things made 5th May 2011, the day when I am 20, my Best Birthday ever :)

Exams are finally over

2011-05-20T09:53:00.000-07:00

Yeah, Finally my exams are over. Thanks a ton to each one of you who wished me on my birthday. And Welcome to those who are new in my space :)

Sorry could not post anything because of hectic exam schedule. But I am back now to the place where I am really me.
No Show Offs...No Fake Smileys.. Here I can say whatever i want. And you loving people are here for giving me support. I am so glad at this moment for being a part of BLOGGER FAMILY :)
At least some people are here to listen my words..everything which I want to share with someone... I know I am being emo but could not control. Sorry guys !!

See Ya all soon with some rocking posts
Love You
Missed You :)

Happy Birthday to Me

2011-05-05T00:09:00.000-07:00

Yeah it is my Birthday today :)

Wish me happy birthday as well as send wishes for my exam which i'll be taking from 2 P.M. :)

Thank You :)

Relations

2011-04-27T03:45:00.000-07:00

Some times you want to cry but tears refused to rolled out,

you have someone to share with but you can't share..

and that time you talk to that person randomly and silently weeps. And when she asks " Are you alright ?"

Then your answer is " Absolutely !! mujhe kya hoga ?
Well talk to u later." and make an excuse.

The moment you cut the call, you cry harder and feel relief.

This is the beauty of relationships. They supports you even when they do not know about it. It may be any person: your close friend, lover, any one of your family or a lost friend.

Always value your relations more than anything else :)

Friends

2011-04-25T23:16:00.000-07:00

Everything seems perfect,

Each moment becomes memorable,

Every occasion becomes much more special,

When you have Friends to share with !!

P.S: I love my friends so much including those who has left me in the journey of life :)

Late Night Creation 12

2011-04-21T21:17:00.000-07:00

First Love

It is very difficult to accept that the person whom you love does not love you anymore.

And it becomes more difficult when he is the one who makes you feel butterfly in the pit of your stomach for the first time.

First Love is very special <3<3

Which one is better ?

2011-04-18T01:20:00.000-07:00

Pre Script: This question does not have any logic but I want to know your opinion guys.

There are two sisters in a house. They both get equal pocket money in a month.

A. One spends the whole amount in enjoying with friends and does not save a single penny.
She is really happy with the life she led.

B. Second one saves the maximum amount and buy things for herself.
She is very satisfied with her life.

Which one is better according to you ?

Just a Thought 22

2011-04-10T21:28:00.002-07:00

Positive attitude can bring drastic change in one's Life.

P.S: A quick post due to busy schedule. I do miss blog walking. Hope to catch you all soon :)

Late Night Creation 11

2011-04-05T22:15:00.000-07:00

A person needs a lot of courage to let his loved one
go from his life..

Dreams

2011-04-03T21:53:00.000-07:00

So many dreams are yet to be fulfilled... It is just a beginning.

Miss-ed Blog-ging

2011-04-01T06:12:00.000-07:00

Reason for being absent on blog for so long:

1. My graduation final year exams are going on.
2. CA-IPCC exams are going to be held in May.
3. I was busy in coaching and studies.
4. My net was not working.
5. Above all I had nothing much to share.

Yesterday I had exam. I came back home at 6 P.M. Fortunately net started working and I was missing one of my old friend. So dedicated the post to him within 10 minutes without any planning.
Sometimes Life seems so simple and on the other so complicated. Isn't it?

Well then I realized, how much I missed blogging...seriously.

And now I have so many things to share..but firstly I want to say one thing that..

I missed you all so much !!

Rest will come in next part :P

Innocent Moments

2011-03-31T06:57:00.000-07:00

Dedicated to someone who was an important part of my life -

No matter whether we talk or not, I still love to remind those innocent moments which we shared together. And even today, when I remind them, those moments literally made me smile :)
Your style of talking.... the song which i relate with you...your stupid baatein...and my smile....your compliments...and my blushing...our perfect timing of sending messages...and choti si baat pe gussa karna....phir manana...weird feelings share karna..and blah blah..

Husshhhhh !! Those moments were awesome..I know they will not come back ever...not even You but Thanks a lot for those beautiful moments :)

And ya I do Miss You !!

Late Night Creation 10

2011-03-07T20:04:00.000-08:00

Time does not heal the wound...

It only lock the memories in small corner of mind.

Dream

2011-03-05T04:24:00.000-08:00

Nashra was facing a difficult phase of her life.
Her dad left her last month. She had to submit her examination fees but she had shortage of funds. She was tensed. Nothing was going right in her life.

She went into her dad's room and sat near piano which he used to play. Although she did not know to play Piano, she still remember the words of her dad " Life is like a Piano, White keys are happy moments and black keys are sad moments but remember both keys are played together to give sweet music."

This thought gave her positive energy. She decided to work for collecting funds. She felt relieved and was ready to face the problems.

And that night she saw the beautiful dream in which she was happy with the things around her. She was having a good job and everything around her was more beautiful than ever.
Next morning, she wake up with the determination of making that dream true.

Thursday Tale#49

Lonely

2011-02-26T21:07:00.000-08:00

Why do i miss those friends who does not even think about me?

Why do i feel lonely without them ?

Why their memories made me cry at times?

Why do still, i have a hope that they will come back ?

...when I know they will never.

More than above, I have a question..

Why they left me alone when

..they promised to be on my side always,

..to maintain a forever friendship.

Or why they did these promises to me ?

I never said to do so..

I always knew

" No one will be with me forever"

I was convinced with the reality of life.

But again they gave me a hope

and

left me alone..

But this time my eyes were

not ready to shed tears like before,

I really wanted to cry out my heart

but tears refused to rolled out...

Late Night Creation 9

2011-02-21T21:22:00.000-08:00

It is very painful to see your loved ones in a pathetic condition..

P.S: My Grand Father was in a critical condition. He is better now. :)

Worst Feeling

2011-02-17T07:21:00.000-08:00

Anam was crying continuously because her boy friend, Athar was not talking to her. He was angry because she received a call from an unknown number. And it was strictly instructed by Athar, not to receive any call from any unknown number.

Anam did apologizes many times but he was not giving any reply. It was not the first time when he was reacting this way.
She was very much hurt, tears were rolling down from her cheeks. She was reminding her life before being committed with him when she was a free bird.

But now she can't do anything without Athar's permission. It made her feel like someone has locked her in prison. She was feeling suffocated. Anam was fed up of appeasing Athar on small things. She was literally pissed off with his attitude.

But she could not do anything because she loves him more than her life. She can't even think of doing break-up. And might be it was the biggest mistake of her life that " She loved someone more than herself". Dedicated herself fully towards him.

This situation was making her feel worst. She realised that in loving him, she has lost the real 'Anam'. Finally she decided not to call Athar anymore and did wait for his call...

After all every relationship needs dual effort. A single person can't maintain the relationship for so long.

Coincidence or Destiny ? Part III

2011-02-13T05:24:00.000-08:00

Read Part I and Part II

After one month of examination, destiny again made them stand in front of each other.
Parth and Tanvi met each other in a coaching institute. They did not utter a word or gave any kind of expression but both were having the same excitement and kind of happiness.

They had crush on each other. A question was arising in their mind " Is it just a coincidence ?"
It had become more difficult for them to begin a conversation now. They remained quite and did wait for each other to begin a conversation.

And for destiny to unfold plans which it has for them..

To Be Continued..

Thursday Tale #46

Coincidence or Destiny ? Part-II

2011-02-08T05:12:00.000-08:00

Read Part I

Tanvi was so nervous as it was her first exam of professional course. She checked out her role number and went into the class room.

She searched her seat and started praying to God. The moment, she looked at the guy who was sitting next to her, she frozed. Her nervousness disappeared and butterflies started curling in her stomach.

It was the same guy who gave her compliment during training days, with whom she always looked for starting a conversation but could not start. It was Parth, the one who looked perfect in formals.

She thought to say 'Hello' for a moment but on the other bell rang and examiner started distributing examination paper. She forgot everything and concentrated on paper.

Seven days passed. They behaved like a stranger in all days. And once again their story remained incomplete..

To Be Continued..

Past Memories

2011-02-07T09:48:00.000-08:00

He : " You are so sweet and cute. I like your voice and I really love to talk to you "

She felt happy for a moment but again her past came in front of her and His ex-voice echoed in her mind...the words he said " Your voice is so sweet dear...I feel like talking to you 24*7"

Her happiness faded and she feared of having the same hurt. She became silent. After few seconds..

She: "Thanks..talk to you later. Bye "

Even if you try hard, you cannot over come from your past completely. Your past accompanied you always.

Confession direct from heart

2011-02-05T06:54:00.000-08:00

Month of Love has started and I am literally feeling like 'Love is in the air'. Everyone is so happy around me and I am too. But now a days I am missing that someone special in my Life. Ya Seriously I never felt this way before.

I had no idea about these things in my school life and in college, I was so busy in enjoying with my friends. But now when college has came to an end and I am busy with my professional studies, I have this feeling.

Feeling of being with someone with whom I could share all my secrets..

Being with one who share all his secrets with me,

For whom I will care..

With whom I feel like ' Yahi hai right choice baby.. :D '

I want to feel those butterflies in the pit of my stomach..

I want to blush while thinking about him..

I want to be most special person for someone..

I want to change my blog title to "It is all about Love" soon :P

And now I really wanna know how it feels to be in Love...true love.

I think Life will be incomplete without having such an experience...

Hmmmm God Please do listen and fulfill my wish soon :P

P.S: I know it is kiddish post but I am smiling and having a nice feeling while writing it :)

Coincidence or Destiny ?

2011-02-03T05:06:00.000-08:00

Parth was a bright student of his school. After completing 12th, he enrolled himself with a professional course.

It was his first day in computer training. The moment he entered into the campus, he saw a cute girl who was trying to manage her silky hairs. He smiled and entered into the room.

"Excuse Me" someone said to him.

His heart slipped a beat when he saw the same girl in front of him. He excused her and she sat next to him. He was about to begin a conversation but teacher started his lecture.

Teacher was giving instructions to students regarding practical. There was a pin drop silence in hall.

Parth was amazed to saw the typing speed of that girl. He could not control himself and gave her a compliment " Your typing speed is awesome."

She smiled and said " Thank You "

Her voice was very soft and she was looking so innocent.

Lecture came to an end and they went. Parth was not able to sleep whole night. She was coming in his mind again and again. Finally he decided to talk to her next day.

But when he reached, Teacher changed his seat. He was li'l disappointed but he gave priority to his studies.

After that day, he never got a chance to talk to Tanvi as they hardly got spare time during training hours.

One month of training completed and their story remained incomplete...

To Be Continued..

Thursday Tale#45

Strange Situation

2011-02-01T01:07:00.000-08:00

H : " Why don't you share your feelings with her. Why don't you tell her that her act has hurt you ?"

M: " I don't want to force anyone to be with me. It is her Life and It is her decision."

H: " But her Life is connected with you dear."

M: "It was.. not now..

I am happy with the moments I have spent with her.

H: Silently crying..

'H' is for 'Heart' and 'M' is for 'Mind'

Lesson of Life

2011-01-30T04:13:00.000-08:00

He played the same game with different girls... She was the first one i guess ( or it is lack of information about him..don't know)..

After that she kept wondering "Does he have a heart or genuine feelings for some one ?"

Because he acts same with every girl.

She did not get any answer ..but it surely made her believe that " People are not always the same as they present themselves in front of you".

They can be so cheap that it will take so long only to believe on their act...

As she is not able to believe even after passing almost One Year..

Just a thought 21

2011-01-26T02:08:00.000-08:00

Pre Script: Use of Hindi language in this post.

Kabhi-Kabhi hum chah kar bhi jhoot nahi bol paate hain kyunki hamari aankhein hamare dil ka dard byaan kar deti hain...

School Friends

2011-01-25T06:24:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I attended wedding of my school friend's sister. Most of my school friends were there and it was a complete fun.

After school life, we hardly get time to meet each other. Everyone is busy in shaping their own career. Although we are in touch through social networking sites and messages but get together is something different.

It was an awesome moment. Even though we don't meet often, I felt the same closeness. There were no formalities and formal talks. I was really "Me". We did leg pulling of each other, shared experiences and love life (after all meeting is incomplete without it :P).

It was fun listening stories of boys and their non ending list :D. Girls are shy in this matter so they kept their secrets. I felt the same care from guys which I used to feel in school.

At the end of evening I felt like abhi-to aaye-the-yaar. There was much more to talk about and I did not want to go home at that moment. But I had to so we made plan for our next meeting and I came back home.

That evening made me realized that School friends are best. No one can take their place in life and even if I have lost so many friends, they will be with me always.

I was feeling really happy that night. It was a beautiful evening and one of the best moment in my life :)

Kiddo

2011-01-20T22:10:00.000-08:00

I was getting bore at home so logged into Yahoo messenger and started chatting with strangers. I met two good friends there. I was amazed that each one of them said to me that "You are a kiddo". Well many people has already said so. But it made me think that "How to be mature ?"

I did not get any answer because I do not want to be mature. I want to enjoy each moment of my life. I want to hang out with friends and have lots of fun. I want to demand new things from my dad all the time and want to make everyone smile. I love it when my mom gave me medicine from her hand.

aww I don't want to miss all this. I want to listen my younger brother's nonsense talk and his feelings for his girl. I want to smile on each of his prank in spite of giving him big lectures of not doing this and that. I want to tease my younger sister and want to play hide and seek with my small cousins.

I like it when Leo call me "Milky"(because I drink milk :P ) and love more when my friends message me "we missed u today at picnic a lot" because I did not join them.

I want to enjoy in my fictional stories and like it more when my blogger friends smile after reading that. I want to believe again that Life is beautiful. I want to dream high...really high and want to make all that true one day.

Now you tell me..Won't I miss all these fun if i start behaving like a mature girl ?

So Plan Cancel :P

Keep Blogging

Keep Rocking ;)

Thanking You

2011-01-20T05:18:00.000-08:00

Thank you so much for your replies on my previous post. I got my answers from your comments about which I was thinking from so many days. I am Thankful to you all.

I am fine now. Hope you all are doing well at your side.

Keep Blogging

Keep Rocking ;)

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2011-01-18T03:33:00.000-08:00

Today I want to ask you few questions :

" Are you happy ? Really happy with the things around you or you are adjusting yourself because you have to ? "

"Have you ever felt like screaming on someone ? You wanted to give him/her a slap for hurting you but you did not. Just because you did not want to show him/her that he/she has hurt you badly ??"

"Is Life really beautiful or it is just my illusion ? "

Late Night Creation 8

2011-01-14T08:48:00.000-08:00

Being happy is far different from giving a fake smile. We often gave a fake smile but we rarely feel that happiness from heart.

And as we grow up, percentage of giving a fake smile is much more than real happiness. So Enjoy each and every moment fully when you are really happy.

Don't care about the people who considers your happiness as over excitement. After all it is your moment ;)

P.S: Apologize for not being at your blog. I am not well from past week.

Just a thought 20

2011-01-09T02:11:00.000-08:00

The day I stopped expecting from people, they wanted me to expect from them. And when I did the same, they tried to make me understood " Expectations Hurts !! "

This is world. When you ignore people they do complain for it. But when you care for them, they take you for granted.

Conclusion of all " Always do what you like, not what people expects from you. "

Because You can never satisfy them.

24 Hours in a Day

2011-01-06T05:55:00.000-08:00

Every one has 24 hours in a day to live. Some of them work hard in these 24 hours and become rich. Some spent all the time in blaming their destiny and remains poor. Some of them not able to decide their priorities of Life and remains confused. Some people does not waste even a second but some waste whole day just like any other day.

Life is sum of years. A year is a sum of days. And a day is sum of 24 hours. An hour which you have wasted may not effect your life but sum of hours which you have wasted will definitely effect it.

So it is up to us, how we utilize our 24 hours. It is valuable for each one of us. And it flews so fast that even if we want to hold it, we can't.

Time is running at its own speed. You have to increase your speed in Life if you want to win the race.

Thursday Tale # 41

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I am Smiling

2011-01-01T23:10:00.000-08:00

When he was with me, I did not want to be in a relationship.

When he left me, his memories made me feel like hell.

And now when his memories are fading, m smiling :)

Although I still do not know what really Love is..

He do taught me the importance of Love..

And this very moment, m having a really nice feeling in my heart..

I do not know what actually it is, but yeah...I am smiling :)

P.S: And I guess it is a beautiful start of New Year :)

Welcome 2011

2010-12-31T07:23:00.000-08:00

Year 2010 was far better than 2009. I have spent most of the time in coaching classes and enjoyed with friends. I did good in studies this year. I wrote 99+ 1 = 100 posts this year on my blog. Yuppie !!

Thankfully, in year 2010, I was not in any confused stage and friendship was not messed up with Love feelings. But I missed my old friends so much.

At the end of 2010, I am happy being single and I can say that I am enjoying my life as the way I want.

But because of busy schedule I am not in touch with many of my good friends or even if i m in contact, we do not spent much time. That is why i miss them and those memorable moments which we have spent together.

Well That is Life and it goes on. Isn't it ? ;)

Thanks 2010 for making my Life better :)

Now it's time to give a warm welcome to 2011 and to wish you all A Very Happy New Year.

Dear 2011, Please be sweet with me and to all the readers of this blog through out the year so that we can say a big Thanks to you at 31st Dec 2011.

As per resolution, I have decided to concentrate much more in studies so that I can clear my IPCC May Exam hopefully as well as I will enjoy Life because it is all about enjoying each and every moment. And the good point is that I have started enjoying with my books :)

So Have Blast in New Year Eve and Welcome it with sweet smile on your beautiful face. Because you never know who is falling in Love with your smile ;)

That's all my plan. What about u ?

Late Night Creation 7

2010-12-31T02:12:00.000-08:00

When we love someone, we do feel happy from all our heart but when someone loves us, we do feel Special. And when the person whom we love, loves us then we are on cloud nine. That feeling can't be explained into words.

P.S: It seems from my blog posts that I am doing research on Love feelings lol but I love sharing what I think about ;) Now I am thinking about the day when i will really fall in Love. That day title of this blog will changed into " It is all about Love" :P

Most Beautiful Person

2010-12-30T01:20:00.000-08:00

Dear Mom,
I feel so lucky that I am your child. The way you do care of our whole family is awesome.You are so beautiful that you do not need any kind of make up. Your simplicity makes you more beautiful Mom.

In 19 years of my life, I have never heard any complain from you for anyone even when we live in joint family. I have always seen a smile on your face which make you more beautiful.
When we ( me and my siblings) were kids, you never yelled at us like any other mom. You always agreed whatever we said. Whenever we said to make something, you happily made it. You never forced us to study and never stopped us from playing. So sweet of you Mom.

Even when I am 19, you never forced me to do household works, instead you always said to concentrate on studies. Whenever I asked you to go out, you got li'l bit scared but then again you allowed me. I have never heard your high voice. I know you have done lot of compromises in your life but that never came into your lips. You have so much of patience that even if someone yells at you, you remained quiet. I love you Mom. Seriously I can't explain to you how much i silently admires you at each and every work you do. You are my inspiration. You taught me innumerable things that I can't even jot down. I want to be like you who manages all her work happily and never complains.

You know each and every person around me praises you. My Friends who had met you only once said "Your Mom is so sweet. " I do feel proud to have you as my Mom. And my only aim is to make you feel proud to have me as your daughter. I want to give you so much happiness. I always thanked God for this beautiful gift. Dad and You make a beautiful couple and it make me believe everyday that pairs are made in heaven.

Love you so much Mom :)

Your Daughter !!

Thursday Tale #40

Communication from Heart

2010-12-28T01:21:00.000-08:00

Have ever you felt like that you should talk to one of your friend even if you were so busy in doing something ? All of sudden you started missing him/her. Then you call him up and come to know that he was missing you too and really needs you.

This is what exactly happened with me. I was busy in studying. Suddenly I felt like I should talk to one of my very good friend. From past few days I was feeling the same but I ignored as I thought he must be busy with his girl friend :P

I didn't know why he was coming in my mind? But that day I finally called him up. It was 7 P.M. He received the call after a while.

He: " Hello... Riya "

I: " Hiee..How are you ? "

He: " I am fine...Hmmm I am in Lucknow from 10 days.."

I: " What ?? Why did not you tell me ? "

He: " Hmmm I have to tell you so many things...

I have drunk. Can you believe it ?

He started crying all of sudden and continued..

She left me. We did break up. You know what money is everything. If you do not have money, you do not have anything. Feelings, Love does not matter yaar. Money is everything. I am finished. Everything between us is over now...

And he burst into tears. He was broken completely. And I was like what-should-i-say. Seriously I was shocked and confused too about what actually has happened.

I still remember the day when he told me about her. He was so so happy that I can't even explain to you. But now he was crying and I really did not know what should I say to him. I was silent for few seconds. He was still crying.

Then I tried to convince him and said not to cry any more. But in my heart I was feeling really bad for him.

He said " Riya, you was also not with me when I really needed a friend... Just now I was thinking about you only."

That line pinched my heart and I felt guilty.Tears came into my eyes and I disconnected the call after saying to take care to him.

I know if that day he would not have drunk he would not have share it with me this way.

But that day I came to know that some relationships are really connected from heart. When you miss them from all your heart, they do feel it. And these relationships does not need any way of communication. They communicate to each other direct from heart.

Express Yourself !!

2010-12-25T01:07:00.000-08:00

If today you are feeling blessed to have such a nice person by your side, say Thanks to him/her. Express your feelings at that very moment. Because you never know what will happen at the next moment. And you might not be able to express it at that time even if you want. So just do it. Right Now.

I like Vodafone Delight Song " Little things you do for me..." so much. Yesterday I added few more words in it and dedicated that song to my friends. They were happy and that made me so much happy :)

I am sharing those lines with you people too.

Little things you do for me..

Nobody else can make me feel

that much good.

Little Things you do for me..

Making me smile..

No one else could.

Little secrets you shared with me..

Makes me feel special.

That is why..

I like the time..

spent with you :)

P.S: Merry Christmas to all of You :)

Life is precious

2010-12-23T04:28:00.000-08:00

Vansh was crying continuously. No one was with him. He loved a girl with all his heart but today she is getting married with any other guy because his parents were against their Love. Nothing seems right to him. He was feeling like everything around him is finished. He is finished.

He was walking alone on the bridge at mid night. He was looking at the river which was flowing under the bridge. He was still crying and about to take a jump from the bridge when his cell beeps.

Neeyata calling..

For one sec, he was not able to believe on his eyes. After a min, he received her call.

She said calmly " Vansh, Life is precious. Don't waste it for any one. Turn back. Your Life is waiting for you. "

He turned and saw his girl in front of him. He was freezed. She ran and hugged him tightly. Vansh was overwhelmed. They were speechless.

After few minutes when he realised that it is all in real.

He asked her " Yahan kab aayi ? Aur tumhe kaise pata chala ki mai yahan hun? And Your Father..Your Family..that Guy...Your marriage...You do not even know anything about this city."

She smiled and said " Where there is a will, there is a way.." and winked [;)]

They hugged each other again and was lost in their own world.

P.S: Finally I wrote a fictional Love Story again after so many days. I am happy. Hope you enjoyed too :)

Just Wondering

2010-12-19T03:44:00.000-08:00

Do they miss me the way I miss them ??

was just wondering...

I will wait..

2010-12-18T04:22:00.000-08:00

I will wait for the day

when they will call me,

I will wait for the day

when they will meet me,

I will wait for the day

when they will treat me as their same Friend again.

That day may not come ever

but I will wish for it every night.

Because I have a firm belief in my heart that

Somewhere, Someday at Sometime

I will meet them for sure :)

P.S: This post is dedicated to my old online friends whom I have never met but missing them very much.

Late Night Creation 6

2010-12-15T03:25:00.000-08:00

The things you are doing today whether good or bad will come back to you one day for sure. So always try to do good with others :)

Just a thought 19

2010-12-13T02:19:00.000-08:00

When someone has big expectations from us. We try our best to fulfill that expectation but if still we fail, we really feel bad not because we can't achieve our aim but because somebody had expectations from us and that person is disappointed and sad because of us.

Friends Not Forever

2010-12-10T22:03:00.000-08:00

Priya and Shreya were very good friends. They met in first year of their college and developed a bonding.

Priya was of jolly nature while Shreya was an introvert person.

They spent memorable moments of college life together and both love each other a lot. But after completing graduation Shreya get busy with further studies while Priya made new friends and was enjoying with them.

Then they hardly met. One day they were doing chat on cell after so many days but they did not have any topic to talk about. Priya told her about her new friends after that an awkward silence was present between them.

Shreya felt bad but she was happy for her that she is enjoying her life and happy with new friends. She never called her up because she thought " Priya has new friends. May be they are better than me that is why now she do not want to share anything with me. So i should not disturb her. And if she still consider me as her good friend, she will come back to me."

On the other side, Priya also felt bad but she thought " Sometimes it became important to create distance in a relationship. Not because I do not want her in my life but because I want to see my importance in her life. And if still i have the same place in her life..She will talk to me. "

After that day none of them did contact and their beautiful friendship came to an end.. !!